Christmas did not always feel complicated to me.
Once, it was pure magic! African magic, rooted in family, land, stories, and light.

As a child, Christmas meant going to the village. That journey alone felt ceremonial. It was the signal that the year was closing and something sacred was beginning. Bags packed, voices excited, hearts light. The village welcomed us differently during Christmas, it knew it was Christmas.

Our home stood like a beacon. Palatial, yes, but more than that, it was alive. It was one of the few houses lit up so brightly that it seemed to illuminate the entire town. At night, people gathered under those lights. Laughter travelled freely. Conversations overlapped. Children ran without fear. That house did not just shelter us, it gathered the community.

Christmas in an African sense was never quiet.
It was collective.

From our home, we would walk through the brightly lit town to my maternal grandfather’s house. That walk is etched into my memory, the dust under our shoes, the hum of voices, the night air carrying scents that only Christmas seemed to unlock.

At my grandmother’s house, the smell of abari (corn cake) wrapped itself around you before you even entered. She made it with patience and love, and somehow it tasted better at Christmas than any other time of the year. Food was never just food; it was memory in the making.

We would often stop at my auntie’s restaurant at Ita Merin, the town’s most popular roundabout. That place felt like the heartbeat of the town. Plates of steaming pounded yam, bowls of rich ila asepo (okra), hands dipping, laughter spilling. It was indulgence without guilt. Joy without explanation.

And then there was my grandfather.

Endless stories. Enchanting stories. Stories that stretched into the night and carried wisdom, humour, and history. We listened, wide-eyed, not knowing that we were collecting memories we would one day survive on.

All of this happened before I lost my mum.

She was far too young to die, late thirties by any standard. Her passing did something irreversible to Christmas. The sweetness began to thin. The light dimmed, quietly at first, then unmistakably.

My grandfather never forgave himself. And perhaps, in his own way, he never forgave my dad either. He never recovered from my mum’s death. The stories slowed. The laughter shortened. Christmas gatherings lost their colour. What was once bright began to feel heavy.

Then came the final blow.

My dad died during the Christmas season in 1988. In a few days, it will be 38 years since his passing. That loss sealed Christmas as a mixed season for me, gratitude intertwined with grief, celebration shadowed by remembrance.

Since then, Christmas has never arrived without memories flooding in. Some warm. Some painful. All persistent. The urge to write them down always comes, as if my soul is asking not to forget to bear witness.

I am deeply grateful for every Christmas I am allowed to see. Yet I often wonder what it would have been like to celebrate with both my mum and dad still here. I wonder what stories my children and my sisters’ children would have known if they had grandparents from our side to share Christmas with stories passed down not from memory, but from living voices.

I had that gift, even if briefly. And I hold it tightly.

At this point in my life, gratitude is the only offering I know how to give. Through turbulence, through loss, through the good and the bad of this year—we are still here. Still standing. Still celebrating another birthday of our Lord Jesus Christ.

May my dear father’s soul continue to rest in perfect peace.
May we celebrate many more Christmases with our children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren.

If this story stirred something in you, joy, longing, gratitude, or even grief, don’t keep it locked inside. Christmas memories are threads that connect generations, and when we share them, we keep our loved ones alive in new ways.
Take a moment today to write down your own Christmas story. Tell your children. Call an elder. Light a candle for those who are no longer here. And if you feel led, share your memories, because someone out there needs the reminder that they are not alone in how this season feels.

Gratitude, even in mixed seasons, is still powerful.

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Christmas has a way of reopening doors the heart never really locked.

Every December, without fail, my mind returns to my father, gone for over thirty years now, taken during the Christmas season itself. Time has stretched between us, yet this period collapses it completely. Memory does not age. It waits.

I remember how Christmas drew us back to the village, year after year. No matter where life had taken us, we gathered again, children, cousins, relations, neighbours, pulled home by something stronger than obligation. It was belonging.

Ours was an unusual family by modern standards, a polygamous household, yet Christmas dissolved every label. We were one family then. One laughter. One table. One shared joy. Before adulthood scattered us across countries in search of greener pastures, we were rooted together.

My father’s house stood at the centre of it all.

It was more than a home; it was a symbol. A colossus of early civilisation in the village. The only house with electric light. At night, it glowed — literally and figuratively. People gathered in front of that palatial house, drawn to the brightness, to the music, to the sense that something special was happening there. Christmas lived in that compound.

Today, I sit in London under grey winter skies, the cold pressing against the windows, and I reminisce. The contrast is stark village warmth versus city quiet, dust roads versus wet pavements, yet memory bridges the distance effortlessly. I can still hear the echoes of laughter, the hum of voices, the joy that needed nothing elaborate to exist.

This is why I write about Christmas year after year.

Because some stories refuse to be silent.

This year has been heavy. Life has carried its weight, as it often does. But Christmas invites reflection, not just on loss, but on survival. As we grow older, it becomes painfully obvious how fortunate we are simply to be here, to witness another December, to remember, to hope.

So I hold the past gently.
I remain grateful for the present.
And I pray boldly for the future.

In the spirit of Christmas, gratitude is all I can truly offer to my Lord, the author and finisher of our faith.

Happy Christmas, everyone.

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For my mother, 43 years gone.
For my father, whose absence shaped me.
For every orphan still rising, still dreaming,
this is for you.

An Ode to Orphans: Resilience in the Face of Loss

On the 25th of August, I mark 43 years since my mother passed away. I was only 14 years old at the time. Six years later, when I was 20, my father also passed, and I officially became an orphan. My father had been ill before his death, and during those difficult years, I found myself caring for my younger sisters, the youngest only four years old.

I had been blessed with opportunities before life changed so drastically. Boarding school had shaped me with discipline, and my father’s wealth gave us stability for a time. But when both parents were gone, it was faith in God and resilience that carried me through. My sisters grew, excelled, and built their lives but I know not every orphan is given the chance to do the same.

This is not just my story. It is an ode to all orphans, those who are forging ahead despite unimaginable hardship, and a call to humanity to remember that resilience should not be the only inheritance of a child without parents.

Growing Up Without Parents

To lose one parent is devastating. To lose both while still young changes the very course of life. Orphanhood often means an abrupt end to childhood, because someone has to step in and care for younger siblings, or take on responsibilities that usually belong to adults.

I stepped into that role when my father’s illness deepened, long before his death. For many orphans across the world, this burden comes even earlier, without the benefit of stability, education, or resources.

And yet, the orphan’s story is not only one of loss. It is also a story of resilience, of human beings who rise above circumstances and still find ways to dream, build, and flourish.

The Numbers Behind Orphanhood

The statistics reveal just how vast the challenge is:

• There are an estimated 147 million orphans worldwide, with around 15 million who have lost both parents.
• Orphans face significantly higher risks of disrupted education, homelessness, and poverty.
• In the UK, only about 3% of children who leave care go on to earn a university degree, compared to nearly 50% of the general population.
• Globally, children raised in institutions are more vulnerable to exploitation, abuse, and stunted development.

And yet, research also shows that orphans can and do thrive when given support. Resilience factors such as education, mentoring, faith, stable foster or kinship care, and community support have been proven to dramatically improve outcomes. The truth is clear: orphans succeed when society chooses to care.

London and Africa: Two Realities, One Truth

In London and across the UK, orphaned children are most often placed into foster care. For those who find loving and stable homes, opportunities can mirror those of children with parents — education, careers, and stable adulthood. But too many cycle between placements, feel rootless, or leave the system without support, making it harder to thrive.

In Africa, the realities are harsher still. Orphans are often absorbed into already struggling extended families, or sent to orphanages with limited resources. Stories of abuse, neglect, and hunger are common. Yet community-based projects show that when societies step up, offering education, healthcare, and vocational training, these children flourish. In South Africa, Nigeria, and eSwatini, local initiatives are proving that resilience grows when children are nurtured rather than abandoned.

Though contexts differ, the truth is the same: no child should have to rely only on resilience for survival. Every child deserves care, love, and opportunity.

My Passionate Call to Humanity

I have had my share of life. I have lived without parents. I have been a caregiver when I was still a child. And by God’s grace, I have raised a family of my own and seen my sisters succeed.

But my story is not every orphan’s story. Not every child has the foundation of boarding school, or a father’s resources before loss, or the resilience shaped by faith and family bonds. Many orphans today are still in institutions where abuse is rife. Many are on the streets, hungry, unseen, unheard.

This is why I write: as my passionate call to humanity. Help people. Care for people. Love people. Beyond statistics, these are real children with names, dreams, and potential.

Resilience is powerful. But resilience should not be the only legacy of an orphan. Humanity must step forward and ensure that every child, whether in London, Lagos, or anywhere in between, has the chance to thrive.

“Millions of orphans around the world are still waiting for care, love, and opportunity. Support an orphanage, mentor a child, or simply be present for someone who has lost. Together, we can make resilience the beginning , not the end of their story“.

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My mum at my youngest sister’s naming ceremony in 1977